RETURN OF THE EVERYTHING


Caught between here and there
Stranded within myself
Locked inside a cell I made
Myself my only friend
Why cry, it's what I wanted
A world to call my own

Only hearing what I want to hear
Seeing what I make
Tortured screams from my burdened soul
Can't reach beyond the surface
Strangely content

For all this time I wanted
Peace to be by myself
I can only be disturbed
By my thoughts and dreams
There isn't time for weeping

If anybody cries for me out there
I only wish they could see
That I've found salvation
I've had it all along
But now I've taught myself to feel

Whatever hate is, I don't know it
Nothing but clear glass and green light
Found my final place to swim
My last big show before the end
Before the start begins, the end begins again

I can't say I don't miss
All that I've left behind
And deep inside my soul I cry
I scream to be released from this pain
But my body thinks I have been

I know that I'll be back again
Because I cannot die inside
I'll find my past again somehow
I'll search inside subconsciously
It's what I begged for, death is living
Take me away
Far, where my memories are all I have
Sometimes they're better
Than what I live with now