NEW MISTAKE

Nothing to say and nothing to do
With nothing to know I'm all at home
Me alone and you so born into
The parts inside the world that
Nobody knows

I want to speak and comprehend
Whatever it is I've got to say 
But it's just the road I've spoken 'fore
It's the life I've just climbed over

The repeats of life have made me sicker
Nothing can ever make me better
I don't learn from my mistakes
You know me, you know I'm not even me

Ashes, ashes past and flown
Down my life and cycled away
Nothing to do
Nothing to say

Where did I learn how to go so wrong?
Where did all of my trouble come from?
I know the answer and I know it's true
A shame I can't hide but one I can't reveal

It's love, it's nothing, it's gone
It's back and it'll kill me so long
So long to me
So long to you and all that's ever been true

See me and then find me alone
Talk to me and stand up and go
While I lay here not bouncing still up and down
And I see no-one watching and can't make a sound

Not new, different, some glue
I'm not leaving, just changing
Same, always the same, nothing new
Same, same, same, different view


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