MORNING


Shining brightly
Through the light
I can't see anything
I am too dark
My vision is blurred
Through clearest eyes

Where I'm heading, I don't know
I'll never know, so please don't ask
Or I might tell you
I can show the world the secrets
I have inside my brain
But if I did that
They would not be secrets any more
So I would not have to worry
That I have shared a secret
For it no longer exists

But now the clouds are closing in
To crush my head
To pour on my heart
I embrace these clouds
Welcome them into my world
For they are the only things
That can hide the sun from blinding me

It shines down on me
It withdraws again
It opens from the inside
To block my view of black
It no longer comforts
No longer warms
It only chills my bones and past
I bear an icy soul

Will you ever come back again
I hope you've left for good this time
I can't get along with you around
I'll never live if you're here with me
You shroud my night
The black that contradicts the day
Yet you somehow take away the pain
You are the message
That calls off the rain
And brightens up my world

I cannot stand this
So now I sleep
It sickens me
To have to wake
But everyday I feel the same
And wake again to take the pain
I know I can't give in
For than I lose what I have got
It's just two things, but all I have
And none of this
I can afford to give