JOURNEY BACK AWAY

I woke up this morning alone
I didn't try to find someone to call a friend
I need something so deep
Something so personal
Something with no expectations

It makes me feel sick
With my twisted face
Up to myself one of these days
Can I run away?

When did it all change?
I feel on my back
In the days when I knew everything
Can I run away?

A journey as this means nothing
To those who aren't free in themselves
I envy those with no-one
For they are all alone
In good company

Thinking of home
But I don't want to go
Is it because I don't know
Where I should call home

So much left behind
I don't understand what that means
Wherever I go, I leave something behind
Something that dies, never find

Every place is called home
This just doesn't flow
Taking shape, changing fate
And I've fallen again

I finally know what this is about
I know nothing of buses and trains
But something I'm faced with
More often than not
I'm leaving it up to you to believe
Me, not you, and you not me
Get what you need and I'm on my way
I'm coming back, but you won't seize the day.

6/12/98