JOIN AGAIN


Looking back on where I've been
What I've done
What's been sung
It drives deep into my head
The fear that it's all gone

What is it I can see ahead
Nothing gone, nothing dead
Everything has passed away
But only me that's left
Nothing to stay for

Stories of what I've found along the way
Are faded memories of hazy grey
The only thing I've ever stuck with
The one part of me that was attached
Means nothing now
Left me drowning, shaking on the floor

Splitting throat
Choking on my loss and grievance
It grips me ,someone help
Before my mind can self destruct
It's falling faster, being drawn from me
With the blade that carved my heart out

How the pain will end
There is just one answer
I scream into the dark and cloudy night
This fever coming over strong
Chipping blood, scraping my love
My spine surrenders, breaks in two
My heart has been cut out
And thrown into despair
But I still feel it beating

I'm cutting my respiration free
Tearing free the cord that bleeds me
I can't take the sorrow
It should be me that's gone
But then you'd be here to suffer
I'm stepping through to find you again
It won't be long
I cannot cry more