DEAR...


Long list of people
I've got so much that I should say
But when I put myself to test
I've got nothing to say

Is it me that's empty?
Or just my mind
Is it my fault I am I?
Is it just not my time?

The letters should come easy
But the list is somehow daunting
Do I send to all or none at all?
Or should I just forget my name

Do I feel a thing for anyone?
Do I understand a soul?
Or am I a selfish being?
Can anybody tell me?
Does anybody know?

I'm by myself
Alone with the list
I know what to do
But there is just nothing there

Without a word I release all
Without a sound
I sound the commencement of my fall
Fall from Grace where I shall face
The dreams I should have locked away



10/11/98