COMPLEXITY

Give me some time to think about it
Don't look me in the eye
There's parts in me
To stare you down
And lose your sanity

I'm not for public viewing
I live in my own head
Catching on as water rolls
Around my wasting,
Torn down heart

Leave me lonely, go away
But stay to comfort me
When I call my name
You needn't listen
I'm trying to find me

I'm fighting against all of them
But they all live in me
You'll never understand me
Or my train of thoughts
If you open your eyes and look at me
You will never see

The final time you think of me
I don't want to be thought of
The world is too hard to understand
So I don't even try
I know how your mind operates
But still can't work out mine