5 December 1998
Circus Clown
(Smiles Through The Pain)

I smile mysteriously
They wonder why, suspiciously
Do I have something to hide ?
They think I do
That’s enough for me

The world is bored
But even death is alive
With envy in every form
For everyone
At sometime
Someday

If I frown
Will they wonder why ?
No one cares for loss of any kind
So I smile through the heat
Grin through the rain
And laugh in the breeze
To forget my pain
Because no one cares

Attention only when happiness shines
That is enough for me
Forgetting pain sets me free
So even death is happy
In this world of nothing left

I drop my enemies to the side of me
My hate survives only with them
But love breathes deeply
On the other two
Of my life triangle
And two out of three is good enough for me
So I smile.