A TEAR IS NOT THERE


What's left of me to share with you and everyone who's come before
My heart is frail and won't pull a string
My feelings are gone and I can not feel me

The time was fine when i was ruined
Caught up in things I thought were true
Or untrue in my love, but whatever the case
I had something to feel, dislike for a fate

Misery with life has disappeared
Now something lies dormant through non existent tears
My heart has been broken, so much so that I can't
See where I'm going or care about me

The last time I saw myself for who I really am
I killed off the part of me that fell into my hands
The words are all scattered and have no meaning
The only tear i can shed is for my lack of tears
Still they are tears that will never come


10/4/99