A LETTER MEANT FOR YOU

I wanted to write his to you
Even if I don't know who you are
Perhaps you're deep inside me
Maybe I'll see you from afar

I'm not with you this moment
Am I with anyone?
I feel I'm with the ones who want me
But I don't know what I've done

Somebody's on mymind
I feel so far away
But you know I'm thinking of you
Finding myself thinking different ways

Thunder rolls, it's clear outside
I'm missing you like hell
I contradict my every word
I'm right in every story I tell

I took this trip to sort it out
I ran away to cry
I couldn't find a reason to be
Changing any part of my life

I won't name this for you
I won't acknowledge names
But buy the book and read the words
You'll know right now I'm still the same

I wish that I was different
You make me the same
You take me where I want to go
I'm not quite right, you know already

I wish that I was the same
But you make me so different
The power lies within your soul
The most important person in te world

I feel you, I need you
I wish you were around
Did you score a goal on every try
I don't really give a damn

Inspire me and take me over
You don't need to be recognised
Mould in my soul, get inside me
Your soul stays on the rise......

6/12/98